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Saturday, August 15, 2009

How Strange.

For the past 2 weeks, I have been telling my friends how weird the world is becoming.

After looking at a dictionary, it's actually more appropriate to use the word 'strange'.

Yes, many strange things have been happening.

Strange because they twist (if not go against) social norms and my definitions of issues such as brotherhood and romantic relationships in general.

I cannot accept these strangeness.

But such is the world, where strangeness makes the world more colorful.

To the few friends whom I shall not address by name, all the best and congratulations to you who attempt(ed) the strange.

I won't hold it against you.

You make life more interesting, like a box of Dorset's Fruit, Nuts & Seeds.

Sultanas, bananas, hazelnuts.

Delicious.

Anyway, I must watch my own actions because I suspect I may also partake in the strange.

-kingsley sia-

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Thursday, August 06, 2009

Just The Other Day.

Some thoughts are better not spoken.

So I wrote one down.

-kingsley sia-

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Sunday, August 02, 2009

Hit The Greens.

Over the past two weeks, my passion for golf got a sudden revival.

It's been more than two years since I last played on a golf course.

I headed to the driving range with my cousin Sean for a couple of practise shots.

Surprise, surprise! I could still hit golf balls alright :)

Knowing that I still got my swing made me love golf even more.

I kinda regret not being serious about it all these years.

I've been watching it on the television.

The Canadian Open. The Buick Open. The Evian Masters.

I got a mild shock because the last time I actually watched golf on TV, it was still all about Tiger Woods, Vijay Singh and all that.

Now I see players like Camilo Villegas tearing up the course.

Wow.

I wanna play like him.

-kingsley sia-

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Friday, July 24, 2009

Let Me Think.

Oh dear, I don't know :(

-kingsley sia-

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Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Fell On Black Days.

I am still going through the worst period in my life.

I am unable to love myself.

I am unable to love the people around me.

I am unable to love even God.

This feels never-ending, because I can't seem to stop it.

What I've lost can never be won back.

What I've lost cannot be replaced.

I still feel that there's nothing better for me.

I don't like it when people know how I feel.

But, I'm really in a lot of pain.

There's a lot of hatred in me, no space for love.

I don't wanna be a Tony Montana.

Love, reign o'er me.

-kingsley sia-

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Monday, July 06, 2009

Use A Little Wine.

After a nice hot bath, all I really wanna do is to lie on my bed naked under the spinning fan.

But I poured myself a glass of red wine and I have revision to do.

I thought the wine would be good to keep me awake while I read the boring textbook.

Then again, maybe the wine is to help me fall asleep because I'm insomniac.

"Red, red wine
Stay close to me
Don't let me be alone
It's tearing apart
My blue, blue heart"

(Neil Diamond - Red Red Wine)

-kingsley sia-

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Sunday, July 05, 2009

My Face.

*sigh*

At the age of 22, I have a problem with acne on my face.

So much for me wishing to be 17 again, but this isn't what I want! :(

Uncle Amos said it's some sort of virus.

I think it's just raging hormones.

My mum says it's my hygiene. (hey, I'M CLEAN!)

And I'm seriously saddened by the many people who make various remarks like "Goodness, why is your face like that?!" and "Damn, that's a lot of pimples."

I'm pretty convinced it's retribution.

You know, for all the bad things I've done. For being two-faced, proud and ignorant.

Thanks to those who are gonna tell me otherwise by quoting Bible verses such as John 9:1-3. I appreciate your Christianly kindness and concern.

I'll go see a doctor.

God, help me and heal me.

-kingsley sia-

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Wednesday, July 01, 2009

How Should I Smile?

I don't know how to smile properly.

I hope this mudmask thing would help make my face better :)

-kingsley sia-

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Wednesday, June 24, 2009

I Don't Love Anyone.

You're not listening.

Anyway, there's something that I gotta confess, just to get things off my chest.

For the past one year of being single, I've been very depressed.

It's true!

But of course, I've been doing much better for the past 6 months.

Now I'm pretty okay.

It's just that lonely feeling that bugs me once in awhile, you know.

I'm happy when I'm in love :)

So, I wanna fall in love.

But, the problem is that I just can't seem to fall in love anymore.

There's this one thing that bothers me even more.

It seems that all the girls I'm attracted to right now are those who are already taken.

Bummer.

-kingsley sia-

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Sunday, June 21, 2009

Thug Story.

I love Taylor Swift's music.

I'm not really into her looks though.

Until I saw her as T-Swizzle.

Dayum girl, she tuff. Gotta give her that thug lovin', y'know.

White girl rockin' them blings in that XS white tee. That's cute :)

That's a tight beat made from my least favorite song on the album.

-kingsley sia-

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